I think of you all the time my Beautiful Son and miss you more as each day goes by, it was good to be able to talk about you last weekend with pride and sadness, I would give anything to be able to talk to you now, right now would be good. Another Christmas is approaching and I miss your excitement about decorations and buying gifts, you always loved Christmas, Matilda has told me she does not believe in Santa but will keep the magic alive for Francesca, Bless Her little heart or should I say great big heart X I miss you Allan, I could do with one of your wonderful cuddles, I loved you then, I love you now, always have always will , Mum x x x x x x xx
